Site of the infinite
Journies into space with a homemade sky viewer
Until my mid 40s, the sky was like the backdrop to my life. It was little more than a tableau which was always above my head. It changed colour often and sometimes that resulted in my exclaiming ‘wow, look at that’. But it was merely a coloured roof to my box and, in effect, another part of the material world around me.
Then I came to be aware that, in fact, I didn’t live in a box. I realised that I was standing on the surface of a planet in the universe. There were no words to describe that feeling.
In the 1970s James Turrell started making his ‘Skyspaces’. The Skyspaces are enclosed spaces where it is possible to view the sky through an opening in the roof. I went to MOMA PS1 in New York City and saw ‘Meeting’, one of Turrell’s skyscapes.
When I experienced a Turrell Skyspace it put me in touch with the wonder of the feeling I describe above. Counter-intuitively, by reducing my view to a small square I was able to see the sky, space and ultimately infinity in a new way. The sky in it’s entirety is overwhelming and something that I find difficult to understand and see. However, by looking through the sky viewer, by seeing less, I was able to see space more intensely than I had ever seen it before.
Turrell has said that “The sky would no longer be out there, away from us, but in close contact. This plumbing of visual space through the conscious act of moving feeling out through the eyes, became analogous to a physical journey of self as a flight of the soul throughout the planes”. This was the experience that I had in New York.